greenstuff
Draft

I remember looking up to the grown-ups around me, thinking how one day I’d be just like them - well behaved, sophisticated, mature and in control of a lot of things.

As I grew older, the thought never quite shook off.

It’s funny because I am exactly at the age that I thought would be the age of sophistication, good behavior and maturity and I feel as though I am just as far off as I was all those years ago.

It’s as if I’m still waiting for the day to come, when I’m no longer so silly and reckless.

Sometimes I think that maybe every one of those grown-ups I met weren’t so grown-up themselves. 

I know what I want.

I just don’t want everything else around it.

Well, there’s always death.

WHAT THE FUCK DOES SOCIETY WANT?

Everything we are taught to think contradicts to everything we are taught to do.

Except at the multiple points of your life when you don’t have the money to fucking leave.

Except at the multiple points of your life when you don’t have the money to fucking leave.

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